That other room
or wing
or floor
always hidden,
always new.
Reclusive,
expansive,
safe.
It shows up
in dreams
over and over
this secret inner life
of buildings
turning formerly
static places
into neverending
caverns or labyrinths.
There's an extra stairway
or bathroom,
often bathroom,
huge, steamy,
empty bathroom
with the showers
all running,
or stairway
that goes nowhere
or is too large
or too long,
or it's
an oddly shaped room
on a new floor,
sometimes in a basement
or sub-basement.
On and on
again and again
over and over
in dreams.
-Jim DuBois
Dec 24, 2009
Tuesday, December 29, 2009
Sunday, December 27, 2009
More Evidence
More evidence that you're
not alone in the universe:
I've started leaving my change
in your change jar.
-Jim DuBois
Sept 20, 2005
not alone in the universe:
I've started leaving my change
in your change jar.
-Jim DuBois
Sept 20, 2005
Saturday, December 26, 2009
Gone So Long
You've been gone so long
your Tivo has started
recommending things I like
-Jim DuBois
Sept 12, 2005
your Tivo has started
recommending things I like
-Jim DuBois
Sept 12, 2005
Sunday, December 20, 2009
the deepest dreams
Sometimes it only lies
in the deepest dreams,
the creosote dollars,
the flat sand
I don't know what it means
but I'm saying it anyway
I don't know what it means,
but the water is running clean,
free from the sodium pentathol
free at last!
from the sodium pentathol
I don't know what it means
I never know what it means
but there's a fountain in the wilderness
and they're all coming to drink
while the stones crumble away
-Jim DuBois
1997ish
in the deepest dreams,
the creosote dollars,
the flat sand
I don't know what it means
but I'm saying it anyway
I don't know what it means,
but the water is running clean,
free from the sodium pentathol
free at last!
from the sodium pentathol
I don't know what it means
I never know what it means
but there's a fountain in the wilderness
and they're all coming to drink
while the stones crumble away
-Jim DuBois
1997ish
Sunday, December 13, 2009
Computer summary of my older poems
I was putting together a book of poetry for publication on Lulu.com, and I tried the executive summary tool, just to see what it would come up with. Here's the result, which I enjoy:
some-times
Shirt,
Shirt,
Shirt,
shirt,
Including time
it’s time
in time.
if I lived
-Jim DuBois + computer
Nov 10, 2009
some-times
Shirt,
Shirt,
Shirt,
shirt,
Including time
it’s time
in time.
if I lived
-Jim DuBois + computer
Nov 10, 2009
Monday, December 7, 2009
Outside in the Night
our carefully laid structures
crumble under the pressure
of their own improbability.
Outside in the night, the trucks rumble by
shaking the foundation,
innocent of our passion,
oblivious to our wandering thoughts.
-Jim DuBois
'96 and today.
crumble under the pressure
of their own improbability.
Outside in the night, the trucks rumble by
shaking the foundation,
innocent of our passion,
oblivious to our wandering thoughts.
-Jim DuBois
'96 and today.
Tuesday, December 1, 2009
Short poems about an old lover
Sleeping with you
beneath purple horse and yellow sky
my heart wakes up
Walking home
thinking of ______
a bird hops by
Walking you home
in my stolen red shirt
the streets are quiet
Swinging gently in my hammock
the knot in my stomach unclenches
I think I just got over you
-Jim DuBois
c 1996
beneath purple horse and yellow sky
my heart wakes up
Walking home
thinking of ______
a bird hops by
Walking you home
in my stolen red shirt
the streets are quiet
Swinging gently in my hammock
the knot in my stomach unclenches
I think I just got over you
-Jim DuBois
c 1996
Friday, November 27, 2009
Sometimes
I put together another book of my poetry, which you can get online from a print on demand service. This is a larger collection of poems I wrote in the 1990s, and it covers a wide variety of themes, including love, spirituality, nature and space travel.
Sometimes - a collection of older poems
Thursday, November 26, 2009
You
It wasn't anyone
any different than you
who started that last
revolution,
who fell in love,
who was remembered
for thousands of years.
-Jim DuBois
2006
any different than you
who started that last
revolution,
who fell in love,
who was remembered
for thousands of years.
-Jim DuBois
2006
Friday, November 20, 2009
Fat Little Birds
Fat little birds,
in the dirt and sand by the roadside
Fat little birds,
in the dry leaves under the car
Fat little birds,
my hands are cold
as I zip up my coat
-Jim DuBois
Oct 30, 2002
in the dirt and sand by the roadside
Fat little birds,
in the dry leaves under the car
Fat little birds,
my hands are cold
as I zip up my coat
-Jim DuBois
Oct 30, 2002
Wednesday, November 18, 2009
40 Short Poems
I put together a book of some short poems (many of which aren't on this blog). Now you can get a printed version of my work.
40 Short Poems
Tuesday, November 17, 2009
Wednesday, November 11, 2009
* Five Special Colors *
This poem
now comes in five special colors
and is suitable for use
on fourteen different
special occasions.
Wherever you see an asterisk,
substitute the name of a loved one,
or a touching word from the list
at the end.
Don't worry too much
about meaning --
or originality --
what matters most
is that you bought it
from us.
-Jim DuBois
March 19, 2005
now comes in five special colors
and is suitable for use
on fourteen different
special occasions.
Wherever you see an asterisk,
substitute the name of a loved one,
or a touching word from the list
at the end.
Don't worry too much
about meaning --
or originality --
what matters most
is that you bought it
from us.
-Jim DuBois
March 19, 2005
Thursday, November 5, 2009
The Scent of my Childhood
Sometimes
I catch the scent
of my childhood,
in the swampy air
from the stream
down the hill,
in the rotting leaves
on the bike path
through the woods.
Sometimes
I catch the scent
of my childhood,
of the magic
that I had forgotten,
of the goodness
I used to know more about.
-Jim DuBois
Oct 22, 2009
I catch the scent
of my childhood,
in the swampy air
from the stream
down the hill,
in the rotting leaves
on the bike path
through the woods.
Sometimes
I catch the scent
of my childhood,
of the magic
that I had forgotten,
of the goodness
I used to know more about.
-Jim DuBois
Oct 22, 2009
Thursday, October 29, 2009
Half an Hour
Half an hour
between one thing
and the next.
How can I
live these moments well?
-Jim DuBois
Oct 22, 2009
between one thing
and the next.
How can I
live these moments well?
-Jim DuBois
Oct 22, 2009
Friday, October 23, 2009
The World is Mine
I like to go downtown
get a 33 cent pad of paper
and $1 pen
and sit on a bench
and draw
and write
and feel like
the world is mine
-Jim DuBois
Oct 22, 2009
get a 33 cent pad of paper
and $1 pen
and sit on a bench
and draw
and write
and feel like
the world is mine
-Jim DuBois
Oct 22, 2009
Sunday, October 18, 2009
(Sorting) Laundry
Shirt,
Shirt,
Shirt,
Socks, pants, shirt,
Why do I have so many shirts?
shirt,
long-sleeved shirt,
pants,
pajamas,
I wonder how other people categorize their laundry?
I have the most categories for shirts,
shirt,
long-sleeved shirt,
shirt I need to hang on a hanger,
Oh! this shirt's not really dry yet...
Maybe I'll do more laundry tomorrow.
-Jim DuBois
Jan 22, 1998
Shirt,
Shirt,
Socks, pants, shirt,
Why do I have so many shirts?
shirt,
long-sleeved shirt,
pants,
pajamas,
I wonder how other people categorize their laundry?
I have the most categories for shirts,
shirt,
long-sleeved shirt,
shirt I need to hang on a hanger,
Oh! this shirt's not really dry yet...
Maybe I'll do more laundry tomorrow.
-Jim DuBois
Jan 22, 1998
Tuesday, October 13, 2009
Summer, anyway
Bird, hopping on a gravestone
Bird perched on a tomb
The green green grass
Sweat standing on my neck
-Jim DuBois
July 20, 2003
Bird perched on a tomb
The green green grass
Sweat standing on my neck
-Jim DuBois
July 20, 2003
Wednesday, October 7, 2009
Running Around Eastworks
Running around Eastworks
after Mama's birthday dinner,
we saw the bear!
we ran around the little shack
with all the poems,
we ran up and down the big hallways.
Watching you reminded me
that it's ok to love.
-Jim DuBois
March 2009
after Mama's birthday dinner,
we saw the bear!
we ran around the little shack
with all the poems,
we ran up and down the big hallways.
Watching you reminded me
that it's ok to love.
-Jim DuBois
March 2009
Thursday, October 1, 2009
Great themes in poetry
- Quit procrastinating,
you’ll be dead soon - Flower = vagina,
please have sex with me - This government sucks,
but I can’t say that directly - I am lonely, angry,
(fill-in the blank), etc. - This poem
is a self-reflective poem - I’m a fairly clever intellectual
- I actually love you,
and could tell you over and over - It’s spring,
life is filled with beauty, possibility and newness - It’s autumn,
life is rich but impermanent
-Jim DuBois
March 20, 2005
Friday, September 25, 2009
Because of You (Make Another Poem)
Two summers ago I was trying to make up a simple poetry form. I wanted something simple, positive, and rhythmic. An easy form and way to remind other people that they matter to us and the world.
Here is the result of it. Please make up one or two and post them!
The rules:
1. The whole poem is to someone in particular who has made a positive impact on your life. You pick who.
2. Three lines, each starting with "Because of you"
3. One of the lines (you pick which one) has nothing else on it.
4. The other two lines have concrete details of what is better in your life and the world because of the person. Try to be as sincere as you can. And be positive.
5. When the poem is done, post it on their profile, or send them an email of it, or send a copy in the actual mail, or recite it to them, or something friendly like that. (Also, post it here in a comment, so we can see it too!)
Here's a recent one:
(To Kara)
Because of you.
Because of you
there's a lot more love
in my life these days.
Because of you
there's a lot more love
in the world.
Here are my two, from that summer. (I also posted them on their Facebook walls):
(To Phoebe)
Because of you I'm sleeping better lately
Because of you I sang part of a song as I walked along
Because of you
(To Kristen)
Because of you
Because of you I'm happily reading the last Harry Potter
Because of you the lives of my friend and her child are better
Here is the result of it. Please make up one or two and post them!
The rules:
1. The whole poem is to someone in particular who has made a positive impact on your life. You pick who.
2. Three lines, each starting with "Because of you"
3. One of the lines (you pick which one) has nothing else on it.
4. The other two lines have concrete details of what is better in your life and the world because of the person. Try to be as sincere as you can. And be positive.
5. When the poem is done, post it on their profile, or send them an email of it, or send a copy in the actual mail, or recite it to them, or something friendly like that. (Also, post it here in a comment, so we can see it too!)
Here's a recent one:
(To Kara)
Because of you.
Because of you
there's a lot more love
in my life these days.
Because of you
there's a lot more love
in the world.
Here are my two, from that summer. (I also posted them on their Facebook walls):
(To Phoebe)
Because of you I'm sleeping better lately
Because of you I sang part of a song as I walked along
Because of you
(To Kristen)
Because of you
Because of you I'm happily reading the last Harry Potter
Because of you the lives of my friend and her child are better
Saturday, September 19, 2009
My Dance Shoes ( + Make a poem )
I wrote a poem a year or so ago, and then invented a poetic form from it. Here's the poem:
---
My dance shoes,
black,
slightly worn,
resting after a night of lindy hopping.
Meanwhile,
the milky way
hurtles along its billion year journey.
---
Now here is how you can use the same form, and make a poem, which I really really hope you will do, and post in a comment on this blog. Just follow the directions below.
(the numbers are what line it is, and anything in ( ) is a direction about what to write on that line. Anything besides numbers and directions should be written in the poem, like punctuation and "meanwhile".)
---
1. (concrete, knowable everyday object(s) ),
2. (adjective describing the object(s) ),
3. (a short phrase describing the object(s) ),
4. (an 'ing' phrase [resting, running, reading, etc] about what the object(s) are doing at the moment).
5. Meanwhile,
6. (a very large almost ungraspable concrete object. Meaning something that exists, rather than an entirely abstract concept, but one that is hard to comprehend entirely)
7. (what that object does right now, using a present tense verb [runs, eats, sleeps, hurtles, etc] ).
---
Previously posted on my MySpace blog, with poems after it by other people
---
My dance shoes,
black,
slightly worn,
resting after a night of lindy hopping.
Meanwhile,
the milky way
hurtles along its billion year journey.
---
Now here is how you can use the same form, and make a poem, which I really really hope you will do, and post in a comment on this blog. Just follow the directions below.
(the numbers are what line it is, and anything in ( ) is a direction about what to write on that line. Anything besides numbers and directions should be written in the poem, like punctuation and "meanwhile".)
---
1. (concrete, knowable everyday object(s) ),
2. (adjective describing the object(s) ),
3. (a short phrase describing the object(s) ),
4. (an 'ing' phrase [resting, running, reading, etc] about what the object(s) are doing at the moment).
5. Meanwhile,
6. (a very large almost ungraspable concrete object. Meaning something that exists, rather than an entirely abstract concept, but one that is hard to comprehend entirely)
7. (what that object does right now, using a present tense verb [runs, eats, sleeps, hurtles, etc] ).
---
Previously posted on my MySpace blog, with poems after it by other people
Wednesday, September 16, 2009
Many Words on a List
Red
Car
Music
Pizza
love
Day
Pretty
Sky
Blue
Cloud
Dirt
Grass
Run
Run
Run!!!
-Jim DuBois
1999ish
Car
Music
Pizza
love
Day
Pretty
Sky
Blue
Cloud
Dirt
Grass
Run
Run
Run!!!
-Jim DuBois
1999ish
Tuesday, September 15, 2009
Friday, September 11, 2009
Jeremiah
I remember that time
we were walking
along the Holyoke ridge
and you said,
"It looks like these
are basalt columns
that thrust up
through the earth
about 200 million years ago,"
and I thought,
"he just wants to sound
like he's smart,"
but the plaque
at the end of the trail
said almost exactly
what you had.
Another time
we were talking on the phone
and you mentioned
that some days
you only try to have
as much motivation
as is needed
to do the immediate
next thing,
such as reach the doorknob
and leave a room,
and I thought,
"he's just trying
to sound inspirational,"
but many many years later
I still think about
what a helpful perspective
you offered me.
Now, I'm glad
that despite my momentary cynicisms
I got to see your mind
functioning well.
-Jim DuBois
Sep 10, 2009
we were walking
along the Holyoke ridge
and you said,
"It looks like these
are basalt columns
that thrust up
through the earth
about 200 million years ago,"
and I thought,
"he just wants to sound
like he's smart,"
but the plaque
at the end of the trail
said almost exactly
what you had.
Another time
we were talking on the phone
and you mentioned
that some days
you only try to have
as much motivation
as is needed
to do the immediate
next thing,
such as reach the doorknob
and leave a room,
and I thought,
"he's just trying
to sound inspirational,"
but many many years later
I still think about
what a helpful perspective
you offered me.
Now, I'm glad
that despite my momentary cynicisms
I got to see your mind
functioning well.
-Jim DuBois
Sep 10, 2009
Sunday, September 6, 2009
When You Were Almost Two
When you were almost two,
you and me and Shahana
ran around in Eastworks
while our other people
talked after dinner
at the Apollo Grill.
There was this huge plastic bear
in one of the windows
and I lifted you up
so you could get a better view.
Shahana wanted to see too,
so I picked her up with my other arm
and we looked at the bear together.
We laughed and talked and pointed
and I felt peaceful and happy and content.
I held you guys for as long as I could,
until my arms got tired,
but if I could, I'd be there still,
holding you up to see the bear.
-Jim DuBois
March + Aug 2009
you and me and Shahana
ran around in Eastworks
while our other people
talked after dinner
at the Apollo Grill.
There was this huge plastic bear
in one of the windows
and I lifted you up
so you could get a better view.
Shahana wanted to see too,
so I picked her up with my other arm
and we looked at the bear together.
We laughed and talked and pointed
and I felt peaceful and happy and content.
I held you guys for as long as I could,
until my arms got tired,
but if I could, I'd be there still,
holding you up to see the bear.
-Jim DuBois
March + Aug 2009
Tuesday, September 1, 2009
Summer Musings
I. The Mountain
On the trip up the mountain,
I think about how, in life,
as opposed to in stories,
there are a lot of loose ends
and characters you meet briefly
that seem interesting
but play no further part.
I wonder about the people I met today.
Do they figure prominently?
Are they major or minor figures
in this mini-drama?
II. Skinny-Dipping
Sometimes, seeing girls naked is relaxing
because there are no longer any secret hidden mysteries
that they might have.
They are just people with bodies.
And boobs become just,
well, boobs.
III. The Neighborhood
Walking around the neighborhood,
I am amazed by the community and closeness
people could have, but don't.
There is so much quietness and distance
packed into a small area.
It's as if everyone is holed-up
in their own castle,
waiting out the siege.
-Jim DuBois
June, 2007
On the trip up the mountain,
I think about how, in life,
as opposed to in stories,
there are a lot of loose ends
and characters you meet briefly
that seem interesting
but play no further part.
I wonder about the people I met today.
Do they figure prominently?
Are they major or minor figures
in this mini-drama?
II. Skinny-Dipping
Sometimes, seeing girls naked is relaxing
because there are no longer any secret hidden mysteries
that they might have.
They are just people with bodies.
And boobs become just,
well, boobs.
III. The Neighborhood
Walking around the neighborhood,
I am amazed by the community and closeness
people could have, but don't.
There is so much quietness and distance
packed into a small area.
It's as if everyone is holed-up
in their own castle,
waiting out the siege.
-Jim DuBois
June, 2007
Wednesday, August 26, 2009
I Have This
I have this pen
and I have this brain
and I have a world to live in
this pen
this brain
and a world to live in
-Jim DuBois
July 11, 2008
and I have this brain
and I have a world to live in
this pen
this brain
and a world to live in
-Jim DuBois
July 11, 2008
Friday, August 21, 2009
Haircut
Haircut haircut haircut
sittin' at Tracey's wedding
thinkin' 'bout my haircut
it didn't come out how I wanted
but things don't always, anyways
I forgot a belt today,
and the flute playing didn't go how I thought -
which is neither good or bad,
just how it is
I thought I was losing hearing in one ear,
and worried about it a little,
but watched this little girl
bopping a balloon into the air
with her head
and she really wasn't worried,
just energetically bopping the balloon,
and it reminded me of this little dog
I saw once that ran all around energetically,
and maybe a little oddly,
and I didn't find out 'til later
that the dog was totally blind
The funny thing was it almost seemed to not know it was blind,
and it definitely didn't care
or get held back in any way about it
and I thought,
it's ok that I forgot that belt,
and I can live with this haircut,
'cuz hair keeps growing and changing anyways
And what is hair?
The beautiful uncut grass of heads...
-JIM DuBois
Aug 16, 2009
sittin' at Tracey's wedding
thinkin' 'bout my haircut
it didn't come out how I wanted
but things don't always, anyways
I forgot a belt today,
and the flute playing didn't go how I thought -
which is neither good or bad,
just how it is
I thought I was losing hearing in one ear,
and worried about it a little,
but watched this little girl
bopping a balloon into the air
with her head
and she really wasn't worried,
just energetically bopping the balloon,
and it reminded me of this little dog
I saw once that ran all around energetically,
and maybe a little oddly,
and I didn't find out 'til later
that the dog was totally blind
The funny thing was it almost seemed to not know it was blind,
and it definitely didn't care
or get held back in any way about it
and I thought,
it's ok that I forgot that belt,
and I can live with this haircut,
'cuz hair keeps growing and changing anyways
And what is hair?
The beautiful uncut grass of heads...
-JIM DuBois
Aug 16, 2009
Sunday, August 16, 2009
Face the Sun
Turn your face to the sun
once more,
for you truly are
a being of light,
come to life
because of explosions
in a star.
-Jim DuBois
Aug 11, 2009
once more,
for you truly are
a being of light,
come to life
because of explosions
in a star.
-Jim DuBois
Aug 11, 2009
Tuesday, August 11, 2009
Ordinary Days on Planet Earth
The light from the sun
travels to earth every day,
soaks into the ground,
the dirt,
the water,
the rocks,
and the plants burst upwards
in a multitude of colors
and the animals grow
and change
and evolve,
wandering over the land
and in the sea
and the people
are simply starlight
with brains and hands
they create marvelous art and music
they solve incredible problems
with knowledge, ingenuity
and vast imaginations
they invent technology
to communicate with each other
and transform the lives
of billions
and though they
don't always know it,
they are
striving striving striving
to be good,
and kind
to one another.
-Jim DuBois
Aug 11, 2009
travels to earth every day,
soaks into the ground,
the dirt,
the water,
the rocks,
and the plants burst upwards
in a multitude of colors
and the animals grow
and change
and evolve,
wandering over the land
and in the sea
and the people
are simply starlight
with brains and hands
they create marvelous art and music
they solve incredible problems
with knowledge, ingenuity
and vast imaginations
they invent technology
to communicate with each other
and transform the lives
of billions
and though they
don't always know it,
they are
striving striving striving
to be good,
and kind
to one another.
-Jim DuBois
Aug 11, 2009
Monday, August 3, 2009
Some Alarming Traits
You are displaying some
alarming traits lately,
Mr. DuBois.
Searching in the sandy snow-piles
for change,
wandering through town
in the middle of the day,
these are traits
one normally associates
with highly unemployed
persons.
Do you ever think about
where it might lead?
What if you found enjoyment
in all those little moments
which make up a day?
What if you never wanted
to work again?
Where would we be,
Mr. DuBois,
if everyone believed
they had a right to
the life they wanted to live?
Do you ever think about
your influences on others?
You are setting an example
with your blissfully positive
faith in the universe,
Mr. DuBois,
and I shudder to think
where we would be
if even a few others
adopted your slackerly ways.
-Jim DuBois
Feb 1, 2001
alarming traits lately,
Mr. DuBois.
Searching in the sandy snow-piles
for change,
wandering through town
in the middle of the day,
these are traits
one normally associates
with highly unemployed
persons.
Do you ever think about
where it might lead?
What if you found enjoyment
in all those little moments
which make up a day?
What if you never wanted
to work again?
Where would we be,
Mr. DuBois,
if everyone believed
they had a right to
the life they wanted to live?
Do you ever think about
your influences on others?
You are setting an example
with your blissfully positive
faith in the universe,
Mr. DuBois,
and I shudder to think
where we would be
if even a few others
adopted your slackerly ways.
-Jim DuBois
Feb 1, 2001
Tuesday, July 28, 2009
I Don't Know Exactly What to Say
I was gunna
write this poem
about the feelings
I'm having
about dating you,
but there haven't been
any disasters,
and I'm not filled
with unattainable longing
and you're not at all cold
or distant
and I realized
there's no pressure
because you like
my actual natural self
and so I guess
I don't know
exactly what to say
or even exactly
how to write
a love poem
when I'm so
relaxed and happy.
-Jim DuBois
July 22, 2009
write this poem
about the feelings
I'm having
about dating you,
but there haven't been
any disasters,
and I'm not filled
with unattainable longing
and you're not at all cold
or distant
and I realized
there's no pressure
because you like
my actual natural self
and so I guess
I don't know
exactly what to say
or even exactly
how to write
a love poem
when I'm so
relaxed and happy.
-Jim DuBois
July 22, 2009
Saturday, July 25, 2009
Love note poem #1 for Kara
Hey! It's wednesday,
and I miss you!
The hugging and kissing
and especially
the love.
and I miss you!
The hugging and kissing
and especially
the love.
-Jim
July 22, 2009
Sunday, July 19, 2009
I Wonder What Happened to Ferris Bueller
I wonder what happened
to Ferris Bueller
after his day off?
Did he pull more amazing stunts
until the end of his days
or did he get crushed
by the monotonous routines
of adult life?
Maybe he works at the Post Office
but hangs out smoking dope
with "Shaggy" (from Scooby Doo)
at night
and they talk for hours
about the good old days
when the kids were always right.
Maybe he got real fat
and loves bowling.
Maybe he doesn't give a fuck.
Maybe he's in a ditch somewhere
right now,
moaning, wishing for
the techni-color days
of high school to return.
Maybe he's dead
or a political activist
or both
or a vegetarian
or a card-carrying NRA member.
Who knows?
-Jim DuBois
July 15, 2000
to Ferris Bueller
after his day off?
Did he pull more amazing stunts
until the end of his days
or did he get crushed
by the monotonous routines
of adult life?
Maybe he works at the Post Office
but hangs out smoking dope
with "Shaggy" (from Scooby Doo)
at night
and they talk for hours
about the good old days
when the kids were always right.
Maybe he got real fat
and loves bowling.
Maybe he doesn't give a fuck.
Maybe he's in a ditch somewhere
right now,
moaning, wishing for
the techni-color days
of high school to return.
Maybe he's dead
or a political activist
or both
or a vegetarian
or a card-carrying NRA member.
Who knows?
-Jim DuBois
July 15, 2000
Tuesday, July 14, 2009
Three Snakes
I saw these three snakes
and a ton of frogs
and it reminded me
of when
things like that
really mattered
-Jim DuBois
April 24, 2007
and a ton of frogs
and it reminded me
of when
things like that
really mattered
-Jim DuBois
April 24, 2007
Monday, July 6, 2009
In the Weeks Right After Josh Was Born
Once, in the weeks right after Josh was born,
I typed my thoughts into the computer,
and cried about how hard it is
to care about someone innocent
who you know
must face a hard world.
Not that I think the world is only hard.
I also think it is fantastic
and I love living.
There is so much to do,
so much I want to do.
-Jim DuBois
March 25, 2008
I typed my thoughts into the computer,
and cried about how hard it is
to care about someone innocent
who you know
must face a hard world.
Not that I think the world is only hard.
I also think it is fantastic
and I love living.
There is so much to do,
so much I want to do.
-Jim DuBois
March 25, 2008
Tuesday, June 30, 2009
Continuing My Mission
I’m continuing my mission
to become closer
to these…
…humans, sir.
On the whole I am making
good progress:
I have walked among them,
gone to “parties”
and, in recent days,
have become intimately involved
with a woman…
She is my “girlfriend”,
as they call it
here on earth.
However,
there are times
when certain unforseen feelings
arise
and distract me
(albeit, momentarily)
from my main objective.
Jealousy,
anger,
loneliness, -
these unpleasant preoccupations
were not covered
thoroughly enough
in my training, sir.
I recommend a level 2 debriefing
for all personnel
engaged in “caring for one another”
and also for those
currently in training
to do so.
In closing,
I would like to give you
what the humans call
a “hug”.
***
It’s ok, sir:
I found them unpleasant at first, too.
With practice,
that will fade,
and one day
you might like them.
-Jim DuBois
Dec 15, 2000
to become closer
to these…
…humans, sir.
On the whole I am making
good progress:
I have walked among them,
gone to “parties”
and, in recent days,
have become intimately involved
with a woman…
She is my “girlfriend”,
as they call it
here on earth.
However,
there are times
when certain unforseen feelings
arise
and distract me
(albeit, momentarily)
from my main objective.
Jealousy,
anger,
loneliness, -
these unpleasant preoccupations
were not covered
thoroughly enough
in my training, sir.
I recommend a level 2 debriefing
for all personnel
engaged in “caring for one another”
and also for those
currently in training
to do so.
In closing,
I would like to give you
what the humans call
a “hug”.
***
It’s ok, sir:
I found them unpleasant at first, too.
With practice,
that will fade,
and one day
you might like them.
-Jim DuBois
Dec 15, 2000
Saturday, June 20, 2009
In the Winter, I saw Ducks
I hear the unceasing hum
of the traffic in the distance;
Everyone is rushing to get somewhere
and not spending much time
being anywhere.
In the winter, I saw ducks
swimming on an icy stream,
dipping their heads down into the water
to eat, like they always do.
I imagine the people turning off their cars
and placidly floating along like ducks
on the currents of life,
not controlled by those currents
and not resisting them either.
-Jim DuBois
This is an selection from my book of poetry philosophy, "Like the Sun". You can get a copy here
of the traffic in the distance;
Everyone is rushing to get somewhere
and not spending much time
being anywhere.
In the winter, I saw ducks
swimming on an icy stream,
dipping their heads down into the water
to eat, like they always do.
I imagine the people turning off their cars
and placidly floating along like ducks
on the currents of life,
not controlled by those currents
and not resisting them either.
-Jim DuBois
This is an selection from my book of poetry philosophy, "Like the Sun". You can get a copy here
Monday, June 15, 2009
Already Broken
The glass
is already
broken
The house
is already
empty
My bones
are crumbling
to dust
-JD
April 5, 1998
is already
broken
The house
is already
empty
My bones
are crumbling
to dust
-JD
April 5, 1998
Saturday, June 13, 2009
Thursday, June 11, 2009
Thursday, June 4, 2009
The Far Reaches of the Galaxy
Lately,
I’ve been having this fantasy
that I’m travelling
through the far-reaches
of the galaxy
I’m riding alone
aboard this spacecraft
and there’s nothing to do
except relax
and see where I end up
Worrying won’t help you
when you are millions of miles away
from where you want
to be,
And I have accepted this
and appreciate the nearby stars
and my sturdy ship
But I am waiting for that
garbled subspace transmission,
(which I think will arrive any day now
from the higher life-forms
on planet earth)
which says,
“You’ve paid your dues,
it’s time
to come home.”
-Jim DuBois
1998
I’ve been having this fantasy
that I’m travelling
through the far-reaches
of the galaxy
I’m riding alone
aboard this spacecraft
and there’s nothing to do
except relax
and see where I end up
Worrying won’t help you
when you are millions of miles away
from where you want
to be,
And I have accepted this
and appreciate the nearby stars
and my sturdy ship
But I am waiting for that
garbled subspace transmission,
(which I think will arrive any day now
from the higher life-forms
on planet earth)
which says,
“You’ve paid your dues,
it’s time
to come home.”
-Jim DuBois
1998
Thursday, May 28, 2009
Crows
But those crows
up in the bare
winter trees
Reminded me
how to live:
Go somewhere,
Open up your mouth
and make some noise,
Go somewhere else.
Repeat.
-Jim DuBois
2000?
up in the bare
winter trees
Reminded me
how to live:
Go somewhere,
Open up your mouth
and make some noise,
Go somewhere else.
Repeat.
-Jim DuBois
2000?
Tuesday, May 26, 2009
Saturday, May 16, 2009
Monday, May 11, 2009
The Earth's Last Poets
Scrawling defiant love poems
on the debris of a crumbling society
Flinging meaning-laden words
into the abyss of consumerism
Bearing the human standard
inches ahead of the flames of war
-Jim DuBois
Aug 1, 2005
on the debris of a crumbling society
Flinging meaning-laden words
into the abyss of consumerism
Bearing the human standard
inches ahead of the flames of war
-Jim DuBois
Aug 1, 2005
Friday, May 8, 2009
The green champagne bottle
The green champagne bottle
on the side of the road
reminded me of being young.
We used to play in the old junkyards
behind the barn,
collecting the pretty blue bottles,
the miniature bottles,
and the large rusty cans
and scraps of metal
which we couldn’t determine
a past identity for.
We stocked a boulder fortress
on the frontier of our exploration
with such goods,
and wondered how people could have
thrown them out in the first place,
since they were still interesting
and useful.
-Jim DuBois
Nov 3, 2003
on the side of the road
reminded me of being young.
We used to play in the old junkyards
behind the barn,
collecting the pretty blue bottles,
the miniature bottles,
and the large rusty cans
and scraps of metal
which we couldn’t determine
a past identity for.
We stocked a boulder fortress
on the frontier of our exploration
with such goods,
and wondered how people could have
thrown them out in the first place,
since they were still interesting
and useful.
-Jim DuBois
Nov 3, 2003
Wednesday, April 29, 2009
The Economy of Memory
I'm watching a sea of static on TV
late at night
I'm talking to my girlfriend on the phone
I'm writing a poem
and finishing it later
I'm living in a tent behind Hampshire College
I'm going nowhere
I'm standing on the balcony of F2,
going nowhere
I'm living on Bridge Street in Northampton
I'm thinking about thinking
I'm thinking about memory
I'm taking off my shirt
I'm looking at the clock
I'm wondering how it will end
and when it began
I'm floating, a tiny black-eyed fetus
in amniotic fluid
I'm making notes for a future poem
I'm learning to write the alphabet
by tracing sandpaper letters
I'm writing a story for the first time
in my life
I am six
I am twenty-five
I am thirty-four
I'm telling her about myself
I'm using her attention
to search through my memory,
to reconstruct myself
from different angles
I'm telling you about telling her
I'm remembering remembering
-Jim DuBois
Dec 13, 2003
late at night
I'm talking to my girlfriend on the phone
I'm writing a poem
and finishing it later
I'm living in a tent behind Hampshire College
I'm going nowhere
I'm standing on the balcony of F2,
going nowhere
I'm living on Bridge Street in Northampton
I'm thinking about thinking
I'm thinking about memory
I'm taking off my shirt
I'm looking at the clock
I'm wondering how it will end
and when it began
I'm floating, a tiny black-eyed fetus
in amniotic fluid
I'm making notes for a future poem
I'm learning to write the alphabet
by tracing sandpaper letters
I'm writing a story for the first time
in my life
I am six
I am twenty-five
I am thirty-four
I'm telling her about myself
I'm using her attention
to search through my memory,
to reconstruct myself
from different angles
I'm telling you about telling her
I'm remembering remembering
-Jim DuBois
Dec 13, 2003
Wednesday, April 22, 2009
Artifacts of my Intelligence
Artifacts of my intelligence
Artifacts of my imagination
Artifacts of my existence,
like a poem or a painting
Artifacts of my consciousness
Artifacts of my memory
Artifacts of my mind,
like a signature or a sentence
leftover creations,
manipulated playthings,
static reminders
of a fluid mind
-- they can't be me --
I just leave behind things
which illuminate a tiny fraction
of my complexity,
that might give you that clue
you've been looking for for so long
that shows you are not alone
-- someone, some other mind,
is out there,
thinking,
doing,
creating.
-Jim DuBois
March 29, 2009
Artifacts of my imagination
Artifacts of my existence,
like a poem or a painting
Artifacts of my consciousness
Artifacts of my memory
Artifacts of my mind,
like a signature or a sentence
leftover creations,
manipulated playthings,
static reminders
of a fluid mind
-- they can't be me --
I just leave behind things
which illuminate a tiny fraction
of my complexity,
that might give you that clue
you've been looking for for so long
that shows you are not alone
-- someone, some other mind,
is out there,
thinking,
doing,
creating.
-Jim DuBois
March 29, 2009
Sunday, April 19, 2009
Overlooked
I hear there is more
old growth forest left in Massachusetts
than they thought.
In narrow bands,
too high for logging,
too low to clear for skiing,
they stand in the mountains
like they always have
because no one had a use
for the place they lived.
And I want to look
behind a person’s eyes,
to the ruined landscape,
to the left-over places
of their minds
just to see what
is still growing there,
undisturbed
by the turbulence
of oppression.
Those places that went un-noticed
by society,
the places they forgot were there.
-Jim DuBois
January 20, 1999
old growth forest left in Massachusetts
than they thought.
In narrow bands,
too high for logging,
too low to clear for skiing,
they stand in the mountains
like they always have
because no one had a use
for the place they lived.
And I want to look
behind a person’s eyes,
to the ruined landscape,
to the left-over places
of their minds
just to see what
is still growing there,
undisturbed
by the turbulence
of oppression.
Those places that went un-noticed
by society,
the places they forgot were there.
-Jim DuBois
January 20, 1999
Monday, April 6, 2009
(Discarded Left-over Abandoned Forgotten)
Edges + Lost Places
vacant upstairs apartment
I broke into the
And crept out onto the roof
I kept thinking of
the cracks in the sidewalk
the grass growing in the alley
the vines on the fence
between the parking lots
The forgotten places where
two things border one another
The discarded, left-over space between
one clear definition and another
Cracks
Borders
Edges
The places people rarely look into
like beneath the sofa cushions where the change collects
or
the strip of trees beside the highway where I
found the skull of a dog
and undergrowth so thick
you couldn’t walk through it
-Jim DuBois
July 20, 1998
I broke into the
And crept out onto the roof
I kept thinking of
the cracks in the sidewalk
the grass growing in the alley
the vines on the fence
between the parking lots
The forgotten places where
two things border one another
The discarded, left-over space between
one clear definition and another
Cracks
Borders
Edges
The places people rarely look into
like beneath the sofa cushions where the change collects
or
the strip of trees beside the highway where I
found the skull of a dog
and undergrowth so thick
you couldn’t walk through it
-Jim DuBois
July 20, 1998
Tuesday, March 31, 2009
Frontiers and Membranes
The river meets the bank –
the garbage,
the old bricks on the beach
the dead fish
Discarded signs of life
washed up
in a useless
forgotten place
Nobody knows,
Nobody cares,
Nobody goes there,
down where the
bushes are scratchy,
down among
the poison ivy
where the aluminum can
and broken Styrofoam chunks
are resting
And what about the bugs
we don’t even know exist?
What about the bacteria
that live in colonies
on our skin?
What about maggots and dung beetles?
Their whole existence is on the
edge of another life,
between the lines of someone else’s
plans
The things we were done with
the places we couldn’t use
-Jim DuBois
Oct 1, 1998
the garbage,
the old bricks on the beach
the dead fish
Discarded signs of life
washed up
in a useless
forgotten place
Nobody knows,
Nobody cares,
Nobody goes there,
down where the
bushes are scratchy,
down among
the poison ivy
where the aluminum can
and broken Styrofoam chunks
are resting
And what about the bugs
we don’t even know exist?
What about the bacteria
that live in colonies
on our skin?
What about maggots and dung beetles?
Their whole existence is on the
edge of another life,
between the lines of someone else’s
plans
The things we were done with
the places we couldn’t use
-Jim DuBois
Oct 1, 1998
Thursday, March 26, 2009
I've Lost Track of Time
I've lost track of time
I've lost track of day and night
I've come to the edge of town
to sit and think
and apparently write some poems
I've lost track of what little ambition I had
I've lost track of my desire
I'm enjoying the sun and day downtown
-Jim DuBois
March 14, 2009
I've lost track of day and night
I've come to the edge of town
to sit and think
and apparently write some poems
I've lost track of what little ambition I had
I've lost track of my desire
I'm enjoying the sun and day downtown
-Jim DuBois
March 14, 2009
Wednesday, March 18, 2009
Saturday, March 14, 2009
Monday, March 9, 2009
A World Full of Strangers
Time cracks the face of youth,
time cracks the images of your idols
– you’re not in love with
a person any longer,
just images
from years ago.
Even the people you knew,
you don’t still know,
they’re just distorted memories.
Who do you know?
Who do you think you know?
‘Cause you only know
who they just were.
-Jim DuBois
2005?
time cracks the images of your idols
– you’re not in love with
a person any longer,
just images
from years ago.
Even the people you knew,
you don’t still know,
they’re just distorted memories.
Who do you know?
Who do you think you know?
‘Cause you only know
who they just were.
-Jim DuBois
2005?
Monday, March 2, 2009
Genetic Astrology
They say
your destiny
has been written
in the stars
of your genetic make-up.
You can only be
so smart
so inventive
so analytical
you know.
Your mind
has been made up
for you,
since you were
born under the
constellation
of the
double helix.
It is a system
that has a place
for all of us,
even those destined
to be toilet cleaners
and idiots –
just remember
never to rise above
your station
or have any ambitions –
you’ll only be
disappointed by
your limitations.
There’s no arguing
with science.
Now go back
to that stupid job
and quit complaining.
-Jim DuBois
Aug 1, 2005
your destiny
has been written
in the stars
of your genetic make-up.
You can only be
so smart
so inventive
so analytical
you know.
Your mind
has been made up
for you,
since you were
born under the
constellation
of the
double helix.
It is a system
that has a place
for all of us,
even those destined
to be toilet cleaners
and idiots –
just remember
never to rise above
your station
or have any ambitions –
you’ll only be
disappointed by
your limitations.
There’s no arguing
with science.
Now go back
to that stupid job
and quit complaining.
-Jim DuBois
Aug 1, 2005
Monday, February 23, 2009
The Sound of What If
The sound of what if
The sound of whatever
Some days it's 'ooo, ahh'
And some days it's 'oh well'
-Jim DuBois
The sound of whatever
Some days it's 'ooo, ahh'
And some days it's 'oh well'
-Jim DuBois
Sunday, February 15, 2009
Saturday, February 7, 2009
What To Do Next (Jan 11, 2009)
"I'm a free man
and it doesn't matter
what I do right now,"
I thought to myself
and it completely
left me stumped
about what to do next,
so I stood on the corner
by the car place,
spit into the snow
and watched the shiny fringe
flutter in the sun.
-Jim DuBois
and it doesn't matter
what I do right now,"
I thought to myself
and it completely
left me stumped
about what to do next,
so I stood on the corner
by the car place,
spit into the snow
and watched the shiny fringe
flutter in the sun.
-Jim DuBois
Thursday, February 5, 2009
Monday, February 2, 2009
Oberon Returns (Jan 28, 2009)
Oberon returns,
running full force
through the veil of worlds,
wearing his magic white boots
and gossamer armor.
He breaks through
into the land
of snow and ice,
crouching low
in the drifts,
feral and vital,
hunting, hunting
for the flower
with the thousand year berries,
and the alabaster bones
of the griffon.
-Jim DuBois
running full force
through the veil of worlds,
wearing his magic white boots
and gossamer armor.
He breaks through
into the land
of snow and ice,
crouching low
in the drifts,
feral and vital,
hunting, hunting
for the flower
with the thousand year berries,
and the alabaster bones
of the griffon.
-Jim DuBois
Wednesday, January 28, 2009
Just Keep Running
I remember running at Hampshire College...
...through the woods & snow with Cedar,
reckless and excited,
because we could,
and I don't remember why.
...jumping and yelling, like a dog,
behind Amy skiing,
later running in the snowstorm
without a shirt
(and once without my shoes ... brrr)
to amuse & impress her
and just to let out
the energy
of my desire.
...across from Greenwich to Prescott
with Dave and Rachel,
getting tired halfway
and stopping
for a moment in the sun
to say,
"I just realized
that when you get that feeling
that you're too tired,
and can't go on,
you have to just keep running,"
and we got up
and ran.
-Jim DuBois
...through the woods & snow with Cedar,
reckless and excited,
because we could,
and I don't remember why.
...jumping and yelling, like a dog,
behind Amy skiing,
later running in the snowstorm
without a shirt
(and once without my shoes ... brrr)
to amuse & impress her
and just to let out
the energy
of my desire.
...across from Greenwich to Prescott
with Dave and Rachel,
getting tired halfway
and stopping
for a moment in the sun
to say,
"I just realized
that when you get that feeling
that you're too tired,
and can't go on,
you have to just keep running,"
and we got up
and ran.
-Jim DuBois
Thursday, January 22, 2009
Monday, January 19, 2009
Walking Shirtless (Sept 17, 2005)
Walking shirtless
up a back trail
at Mt. Tom,
I feel the airy spider-webs
cross my chest
Running back down
I am drenched
by the sudden rain
-Jim DuBois
up a back trail
at Mt. Tom,
I feel the airy spider-webs
cross my chest
Running back down
I am drenched
by the sudden rain
-Jim DuBois
Saturday, January 10, 2009
Philsophical Questions for the Modern Age
1.
If a tree falls in the forest
but is recorded by
an automated survelliance camera
and later the video ends up on YouTube
but people only watch it with the sound off,
did that tree make a noise?
2.
What happens to your Facebook account when you die?
3.
There are billions of fabulous human beings in the world. Why do we so often feel alone?
- Jim DuBois
Thursday, January 8, 2009
This is the Coat (March 31, 2007)
Monday, January 5, 2009
Jim is relaxed. 1:41am
Jim needs paper bags. 1:50am
Jim is pondering the wisdom of the sages. 1:50am
Jim is maybe calling this a poem. 1:54am
-Jim
Jim needs paper bags. 1:50am
Jim is pondering the wisdom of the sages. 1:50am
Jim is maybe calling this a poem. 1:54am
-Jim
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